When I think of a symbol of commitment, I often think of a
ring. For various reasons it was chosen as a symbol of commitment when it comes to
engagement and marriage. The circular design symbolising the completeness of
life – beginning merging with end.
For me, more recently, another symbol of commitment emerged
and that came in the form of hiking boots! Not really circular, not really a
symbol of the completeness of life but definitely a symbol of a new beginning
for me – the start of my journey to climbing Kilimanjaro. Never in my life have
I owned such a pair of shoes and yet, buying them meant a whole lot more than
just adding to my already wonderful collection. Actually, for those who know
me, another pair of shoes may be quite apt as a symbol of commitment – commitment
to buying a larger shoe cupboard maybe! I love my shoes – particularly the high
heeled, gorgeous variety. People often marvel and comment at my ability to
spend a whole day on my feet in high heels and look very comfortable. Not
surprisingly then, was the fact that when I made the decision to go climbing
Kilimanjaro, my first purchase was a pair of hiking boots. Before I had even paid my deposit, I
purchased the appropriate shoes for the journey.
Once my thinking process had ended and my decision was made,
I needed to take a tangible step towards making sure that this was more than
just a thought. Paying the deposit became an important milestone that was
delayed due to my analytical nature and need to investigate insurance options
and best payment methods. I didn’t want to stop the momentum that I felt from
making this momentous decision, so I paid for my boots and waited for delivery. When the
not-so-gorgeous boots arrived, I knew that I had truly arrived in my commitment
to the journey.
Upon the boots arrival, I realised that I can’t own this
pair of boots without a journey to take them on. I was now even more motivated
to pay my deposit and was looking forward to making the payment that would
symbolise my commitment even further.
Now that the shoes were purchased and that the deposit was
paid there really was no turning back. The next step was to get hiking and wear
the boots in. The initial wearing was so uncomfortable that I came back sore,
blistered, bruised and determined. I tried a different way to tie them which
was slightly more comfortable. The second wear was already better. I climbed to
the top of Table Mountain, Cape Town and felt a great sense of achievement. The
boots were more comfortable but still felt foreign and clumpy. Give me back my
high heels any day! However, with each wear, I get more used to the boots and at
the same time more used to the idea of the climb. Less scared? I’m not so sure
– but more excited and more comfortable.
These boots were made for walking… and that's just what they'll do - climb Kili with me inside
them!
cool.funny and fun to read
ReplyDeletehavent seen those boots for a few days now !!!