I've recently had the privilege and the pleasure of sharing my Kili experience with different audiences and if I have to summarise my learnings from my journey it would be as follows:
So…
In life, as when climbing mountains,
Its about understanding your why
Its about doing your preparation
Its about having the right tools
Its about taking the right people with you
Its about having a cause greater than yourself
Its about having faith
And most importantly…
Its about believing in yourself
The Kili Climbing Coach
My journey to Kilimanjaro - from intention to completion. A personal reflection on my thoughts and feelings as I prepare for this challenge! The climb begins on Women's Day 9 August 2012 in support of the Women Empowerment division of ORTJET. Check out the Kili campaign on back-a-buddy http://www.backabuddy.co.za/champion/project/the-kili-climbing-coach-daphna-horowitz
Friday, January 11, 2013
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Would you rather?
From Day 1 of our climb, some of the climbers remembered a
game that they used to play as kids to pass the time. Since the days were long
and the walking was at times monotonous and at times quite rough, we began to
play along.
It goes like this:
Think of two dreadful scenarios and ask which you would
rather do...
Some examples would be:
Would you rather do the summit walk in the freezing cold
(-15 to -25 degrees Celsius) in wet clothes or no clothes at all?
OR
Would you rather sleep in a wet sleeping bag or in wet clothes?
Would you rather sleep in a wet sleeping bag or in wet clothes?
And this is how it would go on, forcing us to choose between
ridiculous scenarios that mainly had to do with wet clothes, no clothes and
freezing cold weather. As this chatter went on, I would go in my mind to a much
more pleasant 'would you rather' game.
For me it went like this:
Would I rather get into a warm bath, surrounded by scented
candles sipping on hot chocolate or snuggle in my warm bed, electric blanket
switched on and good book in tow?
I would imagine these wonderful scenarios, knowing none of
these would be forthcoming for a long time but revelling in the images and
feelings as I trudged along in the sometimes wet and often very cold
conditions. When I suggested this game to my fellow climbers, they said it was
no where near as exciting, funny or fun so there I was, left to my own musings
and dreaming to keep me going strong!
Now that I’m back the 'would you rather' question becomes:
Would you rather fantasise about your next holiday – warm,
comfortable, 5-star hotel and beach included or go back to climb Kili again?
Hmmm…
Monday, August 20, 2012
To the Top of Africa and Back!
I’m no mountaineer and definitely no
camper! Traveler? For sure. Adventurer? Possibly – as long as I know that I can
return to a place of comfort. I have now returned to my place of comfort – my home
– and I’m glad to be back and able to reflect on my journey.
If I have to sum up the experience in
one sentence it would be: This was an experience of extremes – the toughest
thing I've ever done.
I both hated every minute and loved
every minute at the same time. An experience that challenged me on every level
- physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. The question of “why am I here?”
came up every single day and yet...
The exhilaration, the beauty and the
spirituality were beyond description. To push yourself beyond the point you
imagine you can go and then to be rewarded with magnificence and pure beauty is
indescribable. To absorb nature's art in its purest form is joy! My eyes filled
with tears every day – sometimes from the sheer hardship and sometimes for no
reason at all.
The final night was a period of being
awake 36 hours and on our feet for 25 of those. I was frozen to the bone. I didn't
think some of my fingers or toes would make it. I was exhausted, depleted and
broken. Shuffling along step by step in a line up, I was constantly battling
the grip of cold, tiredness, breathlessness. I constantly needed to be woken up
by my buddy behind me as I sleepwalked some of the time. The thoughts in my
head kept me going and its amazing to become aware of where your mind goes in
times of hardship. There was a point that I didn't think I would make it – my
breaking point – just before sunrise. I could not see how far I had come or how
much further there was still to go. All I knew was that I had been walking for
hours and I was done – my body would move no more. I could go no further. A few
sips of tea from the guides, hand rubs, back rubs and strong words of “you can
do it, Daphna” somehow gave me the inch of strength I needed to get up again and
reach towards sunlight – our only measurement of the end.
The rays of the sun were like a
healing energy, as a little warmth and energy started seeping through my body
and thawing my frozen bones. Slowly slowly I trudged further along the path. I
made it, first to Stella point – a milestone on the journey to the summit – and
then to Uhuru Peak – the summit. Uhuru was a further hour of walking in the
cold, thin air. The path seemed endless, every slow step getting us closer to
the peak. At this stage some of us walked in pairs, arms entwined, partners in
climb, supporting each other to the end. The feeling of reaching the summit was
incredible – it was unbelievable to have reached our goal in such tough
conditions. We hugged, cried, laughed and took plenty photos. We had arrived at
our goal after 5.5 days of climbing – just one step at a time!
I feel blessed and privileged to have reached
the summit because I was millimeters away from not making it. The reward was
the magnificence of the place and closeness to G-d! The support of the team and
our loved ones back home got us through. This is an experience that has been
life changing for me – I had to dig so very deep to get there and I found the
strength in the depth of my soul, in G-d’s guiding angels, in the support of
the team and in the love of the people back home.
At the end of a full night of walking,
we still faced the walk down. Another 9 hours of downward climbing to the camp
where we would spend the next night. Just as we reached the end of our
strength, we knew we had much further to go! Reaching the summit was a giant
achievement but coming down was still part of the journey too. Once again, we reached deep inside us to find the strength to continue and we did! Well done team Kili!
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
This is a Big Deal
Decision to preparation to action takes some giant leaps.
This trip has been a part of my life and thoughts for 3 months now but nothing
compares to the morning of. I wake up with an energy that is electric – I can
barely sit still to write this blog. Together with that sits a knot in my stomach
expressing the dread of what I’ve undertaken. I realise that this is actually a
big deal. Yes, another crazy idea that I’m actually putting into practice!
I can’t actually believe that the day has arrived, that this
is really happening. The logistics of the things that need to get taken care of
before I leave are a mere distraction from my feelings that are overwhelming.
As I sit here and write, I am filled with love and emotion
for the way this journey has taken hold and I’m touched with the outpouring of
love and support that I’ve experienced. My eyes fill with tears at the messages
that I receive from my friends wishing me well on this journey. The prayers,
quotes and words are filled with love and that is ultimately what this journey
is about.
As I say see you soon – lehitraot, tot siens – I’m carrying
all that love and encouragement with me and I know that this is what will get
me to the summit! On those cold, lonely, exhausting days and nights I will know
that you are all with me rooting for me to go further – one step at a time!
Onwards and upwards my friends…
Friday, August 3, 2012
The science and technology of Kili gear
Jo Borkett, Mango, Truworths, Foschini and Forever New are
my regular hangouts when the time comes to add some items to my wardrobe. High
heels and power dressing is my regular delight. I’ve often been told that
there’s “casual” and there’s “Daphna casual” which doesn’t quite make the
casual cut. However, in the last few weeks, I’ve discovered a whole new world
(and wardrobe). Shops I never knew existed, are now my regular haunts and I
still fill with dread at the thought. The new list covers Drifters, Cape Union
Mart and Columbia for serious camping gear! The new wardrobe is filing with
fleeces, down and thermals and definitely NO COTTON!
There is a science to Kili clothing that has absolutely
nothing to do with style, fit or colour. The latest concepts are comfort, warmth,
waterproofing and wicking!
In the past, warmth was achieved through various layers that
have to match and complement each other in style. Now, I’m asked to believe
that 3 layers will keep me super-warm and as long as the size is right and
there’s no cotton, forget style and colour!
So… how does it all work?
There are 3 layers to Kili clothing and these will keep you dry
and warm if you do everything as per the instructions. The first is the thermal
layer – top and bottom to keep the moisture off your body. The second layer is for warmth. Here come the fleeces. There are 100, 200 and 300 fleeces and the
number has to do with the weight of the fleece per square meter. These come in
3 basic styles and 2 colours per style if you’re lucky! You can layer as many
fleeces as you like to increase warmth. Finally comes the outer layer – a
breathable plastic that hold the heat in, basically the weight of a rain coat.
That’s it! Of course you then add to your list boots, socks,
gloves, buffs (never heard of these before), scarf and hat and you’re equipped! Nearly every item needs 2 layers and all this is really important for summit night so you land up spending on fortune on stuff you need for one night only!
My first visit to Drifters was completely overwhelming. I
walked in, got the drill and walked out again without buying a thing. As the
shop assistant was talking, my heart started beating faster, my breathing got
shallower and I thought I was having a panic attack at the amount in need to
spend on items I will probably never wear again… and seriously, the most
commonly found colours are black and grey.
The second time, I sent my good friend with the instruction
– buy 2 of everything! What you get for you, get for me too! This was great! I
thought I wouldn’t have to go back. But, alas, I did. With the third trip, I
was equipped with a list of what I still needed – the guys were great – and I
made it in and out with everything I needed and still breathing!
The guys at Cape Union Mart and Columbia are
great too! They greet me by name as I walk through the door and are always ready to
help out. Thanks for making this whole new shopping world as painless as
possible for me – and I certainly hope that the gear will keep me warm, dry and
comfortable and that I won’t have to come back for a visit anytime soon!
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Leaving everything I know behind…
With less than 2 weeks to go there are many things that I have to think about in preparation for my trip and there are many things I’m trying very hard not to think about. I’m sitting with emotions of apprehension, doubt and wondering “why am I doing this again?” together with emotions of excitement, enthusiasm and anticipation of “I just can’t wait to get there already.”
With every day that goes by, comes an increased appreciation
of the simple pleasures of life, enhanced by the knowledge that I will not have
these pleasures on Kili. On a regular day, the simple pleasure of ending a
training session with a hot shower – allowing myself to rejuvenate in the flow
of water – highlights the fact that after a long day of hiking, all I’ll get is
a bowl of luke warm water to wash with and share with a friend. Ending a
regular day by getting into a comfortable bed, electric blanket switched on and
snuggling under the duvet, highlights the lack of these comforts at Kili. This
creates a bit of a wobble inside me that begs the question – can I really go
through with this?
But then… speaking to people who have summitted Kili and seeing
their pictures from the top of Africa makes me want the experience all the
more. I believe that when life’s comforts are stripped away, when the
distractions (and necessities) of every day life are removed – you get to meet
the person that you truly are – no diversions, no masks. When the going gets
tough, our authentic selves shine through and when we let our authentic selves
shine, we get to experience the true beauty of our soul.
This is why I’m going… and I’m looking forward to spending quality
time in the company of myself – all distractions, aka comforts, stripped away!
In this high place
it is as simple as this,
leave everything you know behind.
it is as simple as this,
leave everything you know behind.
Step toward the cold surface,
say the old prayer of rough love
and open both arms.
say the old prayer of rough love
and open both arms.
Those who come with empty hands
will stare into the lake astonished,
there, in the cold light
reflecting pure snow,
will stare into the lake astonished,
there, in the cold light
reflecting pure snow,
the true shape of your own face.
~ David Whyte ~
~ David Whyte ~
Saturday, July 7, 2012
The Cause
I’ve written quite a bit about my personal journey so far –
the training, my thinking and my fears. I think it is now time to take a look
at the raison d’etre for this journey.
As my holiday in Mauritius comes to an end, it is a good
time for me to express my gratitude for an amazing holiday that came at exactly
the right time. When I arrived, I was feeling exhausted and in desperate need
for some me time. As I leave, I feel blessed and rejuvenated. The resort we
stayed in catered to our every whim and we all felt absolutely spoilt every
minute of the day. We barely had to glance to the side and a waiter would be
there to ask if there was anything we needed.
Resort life feels like a self-contained world where you can
almost begin to believe that this is what the island is about. We took one day to
tour some of the towns in the Island and were struck by the stark reality of
island life. While we were rejuvenating ourselves and relaxing at the resort,
there are people living in absolute poverty, desperate for a way to make a
living and relying on us tourists to provide them with a way to earn some income.
The contrast was thought provoking.
We see this dichotomy everywhere in the world. I believe that
it is up to every one of us to make sure that we are grateful for what we have
and that we contribute to others that are less fortunate than ourselves
wherever we can. That is why I’m proud of the fact that while the Kilimanjaro
trip is a personal journey of meaning and growth, it is also about a cause that
is larger than myself. This trip is about inspiring women in challenging circumstances
to know that anything is possible, one step at a time. The charity that we’re
supporting is the Women’s Empowerment Division of ORTJET and the aim is to
establish an Academy that
will provide training of marketable skills, teach financial management and
ensure sustainable independence.
This is a dream to raise hope
and restore dignity.
As we
go on in our daily lives, hundreds of women across our communities battle a
never-ending onslaught of hunger, anxiety and self-doubt. Their decisions
involve making choices between providing a roof over their children’s heads, or
food in their lunch boxes. They rely on hand-outs, food parcels and the
generosity of strangers. The purpose of the Kilimanjaro campaign is not only to
raise awareness of the needs of these divorced, widowed, abused and vulnerable
women but more importantly to raise enough money to establish the Academy.
The
charity that is creating this Academy is ORT SA. Their motto is "Educating
for Life". Giving skills, tools and education to South Africans from
all backgrounds, cultures and education levels, helping all ages to ensure
gainful employment and moulding people into contributing members of society.
In the words of Tali Frankel, a fellow climber and friend, "If you
believe as we do, that the best way to give to someone is to equip them not
with a food parcel but with the ability to earn, not with a welfare cheque but
with marketable skills, not with gratefulness but with dignity – then join us
on our incredible journey."
If you
would like to join me in championing this worthy cause, please add your
donation on my back-a-buddy page on http://www.backabuddy.co.za/champion/project/the-kili-climbing-coach-daphna-horowitz or by contributing via EFT.
Thank
you all for your support!
Banking
details:
Johannesburg
Women’s ORT
Standard
Bank Norwood Mall
Branch
code: 004105
Account
number: 001824538
SWIFT
code IBAN : SBZAZAJJ
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